2016 was honestly the hardest year for me. I have had countless times of breaking down, and losing all my sense of self worth at so many points. School was not easy, training was tiring me out especially since my passion is clouded by other stuff, my friends seem to be so distant, and everything really was just in a mess.
I almost thought I had depression in 2016 haha. I can only hope that I can put a closure to the troubles and walk away stronger from it all. In 2017, I really hope to practice self love and stop worrying about other people so much. I also hope to pick up more speed on my studying and to be able to make myself proud in upcoming canoe polo competitions.
Of course, there were amazing moments in 2016. Travelling to Seoul and Europe, Saturday dinners with my family, fun times spent with friends and some lessons learned.
May 2017 be a fruitful year.
Love,
xinhui
