HOW DO I FIND BACK THE STRENGTH TO CONTINUE

Honestly feeling like shit now cause I ejected during a canoe polo match today. Very unexpected, given that I had 100% trust in my rolls, but shit happens. I panicked and didn't consider the other options etc.

The embarrassment is real. But the hardest obstacle to cross is facing myself once more. It's about picking up from where I left off, and proving myself wrong. I find it so easy to advice others, but hardest to believe myself.

I made mistakes. And I need to get over it. How? I have no idea. In times like these, I thank God for good pals by my side.

But really, I know the only way I can recover from this is to do even better tomorrow.

So, pls pls pls God, let tomorrow be my redeeming grace.

Love,
Xin Hui

IN A BETTER PLACE

Be in a better state of mind

Be in better control of your emotions 

Events that occur beyond your control do not define how you feel. You can choose happiness. 

And today, I choose to be happy. I choose to be optimistic and not worry about the unknown. Take life as it comes, and put your best foot forth. 

Because, if you do your best, God will do the rest. 

Dressed for a lounge-y Thursday. 

Love,

Xin hui