I lost a dear friend this week, due to a horrible car accident.
Never has the pain of death be made known to me, until now. It hurts so bad, that no words can express this feeling so deep. You have an overwhelming sense of regret, emptiness and disbelief.
Most of it all, I feel sorry towards you Jas. You'll be alive in my heart forever.
I remember when I deleted my IG, you hated it. You said we'll miss out on each others' lives and I said no. I promised to contact you and update you on everything that has happened. I did my best. But it wasn't enough. I realised how much of you I've missed out now. You were a genuine friend who cheered me on throughout it all. Your love for life inspired me in so many ways.
Dear Jas, what is going to happen to all the plans we made together? I am terrified that when I start going to work this July, everything will remind me of the absence of you.
You always will be my P&G bestie, and I'll live my life the way you taught me to - with joy and love. You will be sorely missed, my dancing goddess.
love.
xinhui
