MILD DEPRESSION

Don't take my post title too seriously. I am not suffering from depression, even though I feel really confused and trapped now. Can you believe that exactly one week ago, I was in Bangkok shopping at my Favourite mall ever? :( 

I always do this time recall thing when I am not enjoying my life in the current moment. I feel so lost about university this week, because I know nuts about modules and what I am supposed to do. I am worried about the environment of my hostel and I am dreading the end of holidays... 8 months is gone like that?! :( 

I feel like university is seriously moulding you to be an independent person. EVERYTHING is up to you to figure it out yourself and I feel so alone. Cross my fingers and hope that everything will settle into it's place once university starts. 

Hope you are feeling better than me.

Love,

Xin Hui