Honestly feeling like shit now cause I ejected during a canoe polo match today. Very unexpected, given that I had 100% trust in my rolls, but shit happens. I panicked and didn't consider the other options etc.
The embarrassment is real. But the hardest obstacle to cross is facing myself once more. It's about picking up from where I left off, and proving myself wrong. I find it so easy to advice others, but hardest to believe myself.
I made mistakes. And I need to get over it. How? I have no idea. In times like these, I thank God for good pals by my side.
But really, I know the only way I can recover from this is to do even better tomorrow.
So, pls pls pls God, let tomorrow be my redeeming grace.
Love,
Xin Hui
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